I need to get used to using this blog. I keep forgetting I have it. This weekend was somewhat eventful. I went with a few of my chicks to see Sisterhood 2. It was actually quite good. Nice bonding experience. We went to Taco Bell and some guy was being all pervy to my friend, and he had some 14 year old girl come in after he left and say “He said that it really wasn’t worth talking to you” and stuff. Ugh. Then she was talking trash. Not fun. We went out to the parking lot and hung out for a while. There’s something about night time that makes us not want to go home at all. Naturally, I just wanted to dance. Lol. Saturday I spent the day with my cousin just lounging around. We watched the Yankee game, and then came home and watched movies. We ended up not going to sleep until 5 am. Haha. Sunday was filled with shopping. I got sneakers for school, a belt, two nice black dresses and a sweet storage bin for all my books that can fit under my bed, and some other things. We went to so many stores and I was just getting annoyed. I’m not a fan of shopping sometimes. Dressing rooms get hot and I get flustered and I usually can’t find anything I like. My mom is the one who drags me all over the place. Between all that I did a lot of other stuff. Errands, and whatnot. My weekend was pretty packed. Today I felt it. I had a headache most of the day, my body was a bit stiff, I had a slight fever twice, and I slept a lot. I also fell asleep on my hand, so that hurts. Especially right now while i;m typing this. I happened to finish a really good book today, and i’ll probably start another one before bed. So my financial problems with the school are really annoying. I need to somehow find a way to pay off my $1,892 dollar balance before September 2nd or they will not let me attend my first class. Bah. I think i’ll have to take out another loan. I loathe FAFSA. Anywho. Nicholas got home today from Indy. I hate when he leaves. I’m used to it, but it still hurts every time. I only get to talk to him for two minutes or so a day when he’s gone. It’s like “Hey baby. How are you? I won the first few rounds. We’re gonna get something to eat. Bye, I love you” Sad. When he goes I physically ache without him. This whole summer was a huge strain on us. I feel like I barely know him anymore. I think it was last week I noticed he dresses differently. He now shops at American Eagle. His sister bought him a shirt from Hollister. I have nothing against that, but it was shocking. I had to ask him when he started dressing like that. Do you know how horrible that felt? “So Nicholas, when did you start wearing all white shoes and shopping at stores that have employees who refuse to look at me or help me when I go into them?” Seriously, I went into Aeropostale once and asked for an application that was sitting on the counter behind the actual counter, and the girl said “Sorry, we don’t have any” When I told her I saw one she said “Oh…well how do you know it’s an application” Hmm…let’s see. It just says “APPLICATION OF EMPLOYMENT” on it. But I must not be seeing straight. I had an even worse experience in Hollister. I was going to buy a jean skirt for my friends birthday and I asked the sales woman where they were. Her response “We only carry up to a size 11. Sorry” I was so mad I almost started crying. so needless to say, I was a bit surprised. It made sense though. He has been acting more…egotistical lately. Yes sweetheart, I know you’re super skinny and hot now, but can you not bring it up every five seconds and make me feel inferior and ugly? Before he left however, we came to terms with our problems and we were so happy. I miss him. I’m tired now, and I basically just wrote a short story about my pathetic life, so I think it’s time for bed.
