Archive for October, 2008
{ October 29, 2008 @ 4:06 pm }
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I hate the library computers. I also hate that I never update my blog. I seriously need to figure out how I am going to pass Math. I do not want to take this stupid class over again. Not to mention that I am already behind in my workload because I wasn’t able to take five classes like I wanted. Next semester I am taking six. I have to catch up. Aside from a language and two exercise science courses, I am done with my general requirements. I get to start taking all major courses next semester. My car is being really gay and I have to take it to get fixed (for the second time this week) and my dad said that if they can’t fix it, then I have to trade it in and get a new one. My case is still not in the stages of being resolved because I think that the guys insurance company is trying to somehow pin the accident on me. I want this all to be done. It’s bad enough that I constantly am envisioning myself dying in multiple ways, but I get really freaked out when I drive. I need to see a therapist. Once I find out if they are accepting liability, then I am going to get a shrink. If they aren’t, I’ll just have to find some way to see one. Maybe I will only have to pay like 20 bucks for copay. That’s wishful thinking however because my health insurance coverage sucks. I have a practical in lab on Monday and all I have to study from are the slides. Dehlia missed school today so I couldn’t copy the lab book. Sadly, that means I will automatically get points taken off because MY CAR ACCIDENT FUCKED UP MY LIFE. I wish I could fast foward life. In other news, this guy I went to high school with got shot in the face early monday morning and he died. I found out through a text message a few hours after it happened. His girlfriend who I also knew in high school and was slightly closer to is pregnant with his baby. Life sucks all around apparently. I also hate how people TALK IN THE LIBRARY like the girls next to me are doing. I will laugh out loud if they see this as i’m typing it. HAHA THEY DID! I can’t wait till Christmas break. I am going to sedate myself with lots of booze and television. Or reading…whatever. I am tired of dealing with the hell that is reality. I could go for a blunt right now. That is very bad of me. Oh well. It’s the truth. WHERE IS DEHLIA WITH HER CANCER STICKS? I would enjoy one right about now. Preferably a crush. I would like to try those one day. It is really hot in here. I’m wearing a tanktop and a thin hoodie and i’m starting to sweat a bit. Well I should get going soon. I have to cancel my appointment with my advisor for tomorrow because my car is going to be in the shop. I wonder how i’m going to get to work…maybe my aunt will be nice and let me borrow her car under the condition that I will fill the tank (hopefully I get my check in the mail soon so I can make good on that promise). When will I find time for NANOWRIMO?
{ October 22, 2008 @ 4:22 pm }
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I’m gonna do a quick update before I go to Math class (which i’m failing). School is going okay so far. I am failing Math with a 53. I missed one quiz, bombed two quizzes, and bombed an exam. I am screwed. The guy doesn’t even care about my accident, he didn’t even let me retake the quiz I missed and the quiz I took on the day I went back to school I bombed because I missed the class where he taugh us everything. I am fucked basically. I bought a pumpkin on campus today from a fraternity. It’s awesome. I named it Johnathan. It’s cute. My birthday was cool. I went to Bertuccis with mom and dad. Yesterday I went to get my tattoo and I did some shopping. Me and Angel skipped school. Lol. We were out all day. Tonight I have to study for my Wellness midterm, and get a little homework done. I’m glad that I only have two classes left this week. I need time to relax and calm down. I’m so stressed out and I never get any sleep anymore. I can’t wait till work this weekend. <3
{ October 20, 2008 @ 12:09 am }
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So I love my job. Yes it gets cold and I get sore and I tend to lose my voice the next day, but I love it. I make ten dollars an hour to have fun. Today Nicholas took me to see Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist. Then we played a game of bowling, and we ate some realllly good food at Applebees. We then we home and slept. Lol. It was such a fun birthday treat. He gave me some money so I can get my tattoo. Well i’m gonna go to bed now, because i’m so tired.
{ October 17, 2008 @ 3:29 pm }
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My birthday is on Monday. I hope it is a good one because I could use some cheering up. Yay for me.
{ October 16, 2008 @ 11:01 pm }
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I got a new car. 2004 Chevy Aveo. It’s small and blue. I miss my tank. School is going a little bit better than it was earlier in the week. I only have one midterm left to take. I have to make up my biology one in a few weeks. She said I have to wait till next month. Ugh. I hope I don’t forget everything. I am getting another tattoo soon for my birthday. This one I have to get. It’s going to be “I’m Alive” with a shooting starr next to it. The haunted graveyard is the win so far. I make 10 dollars and hour and last weekend all I did was put chips on plates and serve hot chocolate. Tomorrow I am going to Kaynor to talk to Ms. Amenta. My birthday is on monday. I’m taking off sunday to celebrate. My life is really hectic right now.
{ October 8, 2008 @ 2:28 pm }
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I have been asked quite a few times what happened to me on Monday (October 6th) . I guess it’s time to tell my story and stop all the worrying minds. On Monday I was driving to school on Route 63 past Walmart in Naugatuck. There are two lanes and I was in the left one trying to pass a white car. All of a sudden I see this car pull out in front of me, so I swerve thinking we’ll all stop and it will be okay. Well the person driving that car still did not see me, so I had to swerve the other way to avoid hitting them and I hit a patch of sand. I plowed through the guardrail, went down an embankment and flipped the Jeep over onto it’s roof into a brook. The whole way down I was screaming while I bounced around like a ragdoll. When I landed I was suspended upside down and I had to unhook myself from the seatbelt. I landed on the roof and crawled out through the broken windshield of my trunk area. While I was trying to escape Flyleaf’s song “All Around Me” was playing on my stereo, and the lyrics “I’m alive” where playing over and over again. I got out of the car, stood on a rock in the brook, and just started crying. A nice lady in scrubs helped me climb the embankment and they made me lay on the ground because my back was really hurting. The lady who was in the car that caused this came and called me mom. Her husband (who was driving) did not come help. The EMTs come and put a collar around me neck and stuck me on one of those realllly uncomfortable backboards. They loaded me into the ambulance and off we went. They took me to the waterbury hospital and I was just left in the hallway on a stretcher for a while. They put me in a room, my mom came and we were all crying. They checked me out, gave me drugs, and sent me on my way. I spoke to the state trooper and it turns out the other guy got the ticket, and we are making him pay for the damage done to the property ( stop sign was knocked down, guardrail was messed up, ect). I now need a new car to get to school and I am missing a few important exams and reviews for my midterms. With all this going on however, the only thing I care about is that I am indeed alive and minus the pain i’m in, I am relatively fine. It could have been much worse and I thank all of my friends and relatives who have passed on for watching out for me and making sure I left that car alive and okay. This truly was a miracle. Thank you for all your concern too. I have received texts, phone calls, and a few facebook messages expressing your thoughts of concern and your prayers.
I’m Alive.
{ October 1, 2008 @ 9:44 pm }
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So I got some news. I am now the assistant manager of the Cornfield house at the Haunted Graveyard. That means I get to carry a radio/headset and lay down the law! And I still get to scare people while I do my manager thing. Sweet. The guy from Ocean State Job Lot called and was all “The girl I hired quit, do you still want to work here?” No thank you, you creepy asshole. You could have hired me the first time around like you said you were going to. Ugh. On Tuesday in Health class we had a speaker from Planned Parenthood and she passed around a huge freezer bag full of condoms. I snagged a few.
I even got this really cool thing I want to try but I will not be gross and mention it. Everyone was either too shy to take any or way too eager. Lol. I overslept today and missed my first two classes. I’m a bad girl. I didn’t do too good on my math exam, so now I have to study a lot harder for the other ones. Rawr. I am so glad this is my last math class ever.