Shooting Starr

So basically I registered for one class for my major and two elective classes plus a gym class that is only worth half a credit. Four classes and I still only have 9.5 credits. I desperately need to find another class. My problem? THERE IS NOTHING. I don’t know if they haven’t figured out who is teaching the classes or what, but I can’t even find closed classes that I need. If I could find closed classes I could watch it like a hawk until someone dropped it. What is going on SCSU? I am filled with dread at the thought that I might not find another class let alone two more classes to bring me up to par with my work load. I am in a quickly sinking ship, and at the moment, I cannot find a safety vest to save my life. I am going to see a therapist tomorrow and it couldn’t have come at a better time. I am numb. My stomach is constantly clenched or churning, and I do not know what to do. Yes, I admit I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO NOW. I’ve heard bad things come in threes, but I must be in the second digit column by now. Maybe it’s a punishment. I was spared my life, and yet I have no time to actually live it. Tomorrow morning I am going to try to talk to my adviser and see what she can do for me (if she can even do something). I feel like vomiting. When winter break rolls around I might just curl in a ball under my covers and stay there until school starts back up. Nanowrimo has taken a major backseat. I have like 700 or so words I think, and I should have about 20,000 by now. I guess i’ll just have to try again next year. I need to study for my Math exam. I honestly hope I can pull that grade up.

The sad thing is…I really do like lemonade.